Being in a relationship and being apart. They (most) say these two situations shouldn't exist at the same time, which we experienced to be true for a season. You were there, I was here. We tried to make it work but at some point we failed and had to put an end to what we had. Days, weeks and months passed. You were baby sitting, I was assisting in incising. We thought we moved on, but we thought it over and made a decision to try again. I was having a hard time seeking for answers if this would really work, why you had to leave, why I had to stay, why we had to be this distant with each other.
But I met someone along the way. Someone who made me experience a different kind of love. A love which you can't get enough of. I pursued that someone. I pursued God. I loved and love Him more than I loved and love you. But the amazing part is, you loved and love Him more than you loved and love me.
Then I understood, we had to be apart to fall in love with God. Since that time, we haven't fought. We haven't argued on things. You understood me and forgot all your insecurities as did I.
I am really thankful to God that He did not only restore our relationship, but He added another glorious year and more years to your life. I loved you then, I love you now, and I will love you more each day. You are my best friend, my sister, my love, God's gift. You are a blessing not only to me but also to those who had a chance to share moments with you.
Thank you for being you, real. No metaphorical make-ups, just you. That is one of the things that make our relationship real too.
I miss how you make your head dance. I miss how you do that thing with your nose. I miss you. See you real soon. :)
Happy birthday Timmy! I Love You. 1-12-20__. :)
